For some reason tonight I’ve got a weird feeling like something huge is about to happen. I can’t quite figure it out. For some reason i had this image of me saving someone in my mind earlier in the night, then at church tonight the scripture verse… “There is no greater love then to lay down one’s life for his brother,” was brought up and really made me think.
Back when I was just getting out of high school I wrote down my life goals and one of them was to save someones life. But what does that mean? I once jumped in a pool to save a kid that couldn’t swim? Does that count?
I want to lay down my life for the ones I love. Growing up around death all my life and being a Christian makes death very non-threatening and I feel I have a strange calm sense about it. I do not fear death, I only fear a death without purpose.